Post by ButterflyLady on Aug 1, 2015 11:08:05 GMT -5
I put this in a group on Facebook and decided to make it public here:
I try to put on a positive uplifting face and not drag others down with me, but I am tired of pretending, I am tired of sugar coating things, I am tired of all the pain and having a few people acting like I don't have my own problems or "life" to live, I am tired of the mental, emotional, physical and spiritual pain I deal with and having people tell me "just pray" or ' it will be ok, you'll see " or any number of other things, or completely dismissing my pain all together. I'm not going to sugar coat anymore, if you don't like my blunt, direct, straight forwardness, you shouldn't be on my friends list. Don't tell me, God hears all prayers, He hasn't shown me a damn thing except that I was meant to get kicked down constantly and I can't talk about it!!!!! Feeling like I can't talk about it just makes me feel that much more depressed, isolated, and unworthy of speaking my mind!!! NO MORE!
/end rant (for now, but be prepared for bluntness in the future)
If this includes you, as to not liking my bluntness and unwillingness to "sugar coat" stuff for you, PLEASE LEAVE NOW, because I will NOT tolerate it any longer, if I have any issues with you, you will be BLOCKED, I'm DONE!!!!!
I feel as if a new acquaintance in my life is trying to take over my life and rule my life for me, expecting me to be at beck and call 24/7 and I CAN'T DO THAT! I cannot continue to allow someone to come running to me every time I turn around because they over think every single tiny little thing in their life and expect ME to fix it with the snap of my fingers and then magically your life is perfect, it doesn't work that way, ever!!! I have my own problems!!!!
I try to put on a positive uplifting face and not drag others down with me, but I am tired of pretending, I am tired of sugar coating things, I am tired of all the pain and having a few people acting like I don't have my own problems or "life" to live, I am tired of the mental, emotional, physical and spiritual pain I deal with and having people tell me "just pray" or ' it will be ok, you'll see " or any number of other things, or completely dismissing my pain all together. I'm not going to sugar coat anymore, if you don't like my blunt, direct, straight forwardness, you shouldn't be on my friends list. Don't tell me, God hears all prayers, He hasn't shown me a damn thing except that I was meant to get kicked down constantly and I can't talk about it!!!!! Feeling like I can't talk about it just makes me feel that much more depressed, isolated, and unworthy of speaking my mind!!! NO MORE!
/end rant (for now, but be prepared for bluntness in the future)
If this includes you, as to not liking my bluntness and unwillingness to "sugar coat" stuff for you, PLEASE LEAVE NOW, because I will NOT tolerate it any longer, if I have any issues with you, you will be BLOCKED, I'm DONE!!!!!
I feel as if a new acquaintance in my life is trying to take over my life and rule my life for me, expecting me to be at beck and call 24/7 and I CAN'T DO THAT! I cannot continue to allow someone to come running to me every time I turn around because they over think every single tiny little thing in their life and expect ME to fix it with the snap of my fingers and then magically your life is perfect, it doesn't work that way, ever!!! I have my own problems!!!!